Peekaboo, I see you!
The sun has come so has mommy, mommy, mommy
Peekaboo, I see you!
The sun has gone and so has mommy, mommy, mommy
Scream! Scream! Scream!
Something terrible, messy wet dirty, cold uncomfortable
Sheila I think I hear Brian crying, don’t think he’s dry and –
Why don’t you check on the baby?
Peekaboo, I see you
The sun has gone here’s the hairy helper mommy
Scream! Scream! Scream!
Give it your best shout, let it all hang out, make use of your mouth
Drat I should have checked on him hours ago, hope he won’t break out –
Into a rash; I’d better change his diaper now, must be uncomfortable
Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!
Uncomfortable!
His diaper’s full, must be uncomfortable
Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!
It is uncomfortable!
Did you change the diaper?
Do we have consensus, is it deactivated?
Do we have consensus, is it deactivated?
Yes, it’s deactivated!
What’s next on the test?
I’m noticing, I’m noticing
I’m deciding
What happened, make a sentence?
I’m noticing, I’m noticing
I’m describing
Apperceiver, I perceive her
I’m noticing, I’m noticing
I’m prioritizing
Stop noticing, go look away and do something!
I’m noticing, I’m noticing
Peekaboo, I see you
Look away, look away!
Hey! What’s tabled, what’s enabled, what’s active in periphery?
What’s tabled, what’s enabled, what’s active in the negative space
The others, the food
Your friend, your enemy
Make a hypothetical
Of what will happen
Rejoin!
If I come upstairs/if I stay downstairs
If I look at him/if I don’t look away from him?
Rejoin the guests, and come on back upstairs, rejoin!
If I don’t come upstairs right now?
Can I do it in the background?
Can I just stay in the basement?
Get out of the bower
Your shower
Do I have to pay attention?
Leap out of your casement
Your basement
Do I have to participate in their conversation?
Get out of the womb
Of your room
Cut this reiteration, get some new stimulation
Get out of the bower, get out of your shower
Now!
No one can hurt you
Get out of the womb of your room
No one can hurt you
Except for him he can hurt you
Protect from him he can hurt you!
Take a ready stance!
Enter the gate when your row is called, not until –
Take a ready stance!
Don’t enter the gate till your row is called, not until!
Will they make me suffer?
A conservative aggressive stance
Will they make me suffer?
Stance..
Send out a sentry then test
Slap him a little
Will I make me suffer
Aggressive stance –
Keep your guard up
Are they approaching
Don’t let your god down
Will she be reproaching
Who’s projecting power
Shrinking or growing?
Who reflects your power
Staying or moving?
Buddy, how’s your favorite fantasy conversation going
Your stance: prepare for battle
Is your ass uncovered, an open zipper showing?
Your stance: prepare for battle
The most noble life of all is to fight the dominant culture
Sacrifice yourself
Prepare for battle
The most noble life of all is to fight FOR the dominant culture
Protect yourself
Don’t show your weakness
Your stance, prepare for battle
Who’s just a gadfly
Prepare to run the Preakness
Your stance, prepare for battle
Will they notice if I –
try to further this conversation
Are they noticing?
While thinking about power balances?
Could I further this conversation
While zoning out
From parsing grammar and tone, alone, alone?
Can I slip in a doze in public?
Can I lay in repose in public?
Can I bring you a rose in public?
Can I take off your clothes in private?
Can I slap at my foes in public?
Can I tell you my woes in public?
I can’t play with my toes in public –
Have to pick my nose in private!
Can I gain admission?
Could I get submission?
Do I have permission – to scratch!
Will he notice if I scratch it?
Scratch
Do it
Haw
Say it: I scratched it
I noticed that I scratched it
I noticed that he scratched it
Did he notice that I scratched it?
I noticed that I noticed that he scratched it
Recursion!
Stop the recursion! Stop the recursion! Go look away or go on an excursion!
I noticed that I noticed that I noticed that I noticed…
That which inflates the symbol of the I
That which conflates the symbol of the I
That which creates the symbol of the I
Is just the symbol of the I
That which observes the symbol of the I
The system
That which preserves the symbol of the I
The system
That which conserves the symbol of the I
The system
Is just the symbol of the I
Porn is going into the living room to get a drink when you should be writing!
Porn is stroking your distant memory to take a break when you should be listening!
Are we on the same path, are we on the very same path?
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Is there anything urgent? (No.) Is there anything different? (Where’s the key?)
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Are we on the same path, are we on the very same path?
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Is there anything urgent? (Maybe.) Is there anything different? (Lock is green!)
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Don’t worry, pay attention, what’s different
Is it important?
Is it familiar?
Is it stimulating?
Is it titillating?
Or threatening you?
Where’s the key? The lock looks different to me!
Are we on the same path, are we on the very same path?
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Is there anything urgent? (Daydream.) Is there anything different? (Look away!)
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Don’t worry, pay attention, what’s different
What’s the theme? Is it “Who’s looking in at me?”
Are we on the same path, are we on the very same path?
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Is there anyone looking in? Is there anything different? (Turning gray!)
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention
Don’t worry, pay attention, what’s different
Is it important?
Is it familiar?
Is it interesting?
Is she undress –
Rack focusing – at the projector in a heath ed class
Rack rack rack rack rack rack rack
Rack focusing – what kind of tests do I have to pass?
Can you look at me in the right proportions?
Do you look away in the right proportions?
Do you work and play in the right proportions?
Listen and say in the right proportions?
Can you sublimate in the right proportions?
Is your body on straight in the right proportions?
Can you marginalize those who you came from to be with this?
Can you marginalize those who you steal from to feed our kids?
Can you marginalize those you take meals from to please our ids?
One, how graceful, two stable, three, is your program sexually able?
I’m gonna drop the spoon, test your expectations drop the spoon
Four, are you a fighter, five, or just a hider? Hey kid, by the way, are you a provider?
Will mommy pick it up, test your favorite theory, will she pick it up?
I don’t wanna be confronted with your desperation
I don’t wanna be confronted with my own past desperation
I don’t wanna be prevented from swimming in the deep end
I don’t wanna be impotent like a baby or an old man
Could I be included with you, could I mate with the group of you?
Can you discriminate well?
Do you have self-confidence?
Can you discriminate me from them?
My pleasure is revocable, revocable, revocable
Do you have self-confidence?
Are you aggressive enough to overcome obstacles I put up
Are you impressive enough to get around obstacles they put up, can you –
Hide your aim, hide your aim
No, I’m not really looking at you, I’m not really looking at her
No, I’m not really hunting you, I’m not really haunting you
My goal is to impress you
So you don’t notice that right now I have a dream (to divest you of your jeans)
My means is to hide my aim
What is your current theme? What is your new emerging meme?
Hide your aim
Your failure to win her, your fail
How does it affect all your processing
Memorizing?
What’s the moral of this story? What can I take home from it? Will my persistence ever pay off?
Hide your aim hide your aim hide your aim?
What’s the moral of this story? What can I take home from it? Will her resistance ever break?
No –
Matter how pretty of an arch you build, this bird will never come to ya!
She will never surrender to someone that she feels chased by!
Never
Sorry
So sorry, Charlie
She will never surrender –
Is there any way I can update her file
When I came to the new lock –
How has your file been updated?
Mommy, I’ll be a good boy; can I come out now and play with you?
Is there any way I can change her mind?
What atavistic fears, what scumbled memories, Catholic imagery, what past realities?
What does it come with, what does the thought come with
Comes with the thought of me?
I want to be with her, I was a wimp in front of her –
How has her file been updated – I want to file that file –
I want to prove that I’m no longer a wuss – I’ve graduated
…’Duated, ‘duated, ‘duated
Which metonym handle accesses her
What kind of affect colorizes her?
Who’s your childhood anima blister?
Would you rather go down on your mother or your sister?
I still need a babysitter!
Who’s your love making such a signal for?
In mutual semaphore!
Whoever told you nevermore?
Who do you still beggar for?
Is “partner” really a metaphor
For somebody here before?
Is it – someone – in your family? That you would hanker for
Is it – someone – in your family? Your sexual canker sore!
What’s your favorite pain?
Hey listen:
Your archetype fantasy scene?
Listen:
How well does your lover fill your sore?
She was here before, when you weren’t
Feel your sore
She’ll be here after, when you won’t be
How often do you long to feel it?
You’re investigating it –
The mating routine
I saw you simulating it
The mating routine
Too rarely sublimating it
The mating routine
Forever reinstating it –
The mating routine
How settled it are you into your sex house?
What can we Brew again?
How can we Do again?
Make it new Who again?
Meeting you You again!
To please you Woo again!
Hear my sing New again!
Memetically Screw again!
Kill the string Slew again!
How can you fill and decorate her sex house?
How settled in are you into – Das Sexenhaus!
Do you match my archetypal – match my pattern
Can you play my memory game well?
Replicate a scene, illustrate a scene, simulate a scene, recreate a scene
Can you replicate?
That succeeds for me, That succeeds for me, That succeeds for me, That’s sexy –
Can you play my memory game well?
Match my archetypal, match my archetypal, what’s my archetypal frame –
What’s behind the veil?
Match my pattern, match my pattern, match mp pattern –
Replicate a scene, illustrate a scene, simulate a scene, recreate a scene
Can you replicate?
That succeeds for me, That succeeds for me, That succeeds for me, That’s sexy –
Can I replay the sequins unrefusable
I can’t stop thinking about her
The sequence irreducible
It lifted the neural
Sifted the neural
Drifted the neural
Shifted the neural vines!
A memory tape I made
A memory tape I played
A memory tape I saved
A memory tape I crave
Don’t it feel – don’t it feel – like the top of the morn, like a baby reborn?
Don’t it feel good (yes it do) – to play with your porn
What can you see/ on your TV
Will she come in will she catch me / how can I touch my favorite memory?
Ring! Who is on the phone?
Quick – put it away!
Ring! Who is calling from an outside telephone?
Who could it be – someone I couldn’t have apologizing to me?
Who’s your presider?
Who’s the third party?
Where sits Elijah?
Who plays the hidden part?
Who turns your Shangri-La
Is it your peer group?
Into ménage a trois?
Is it your fear group?
Who’s looking in?
Who’s the secret audience?
Who’s looking in?
Is it your family/enemy?
Who’s looking in?
Who’s in the negative space,
Looking in?
Who do you wish would wish were in your place?
Who’s looking in?
Who among the enemies, who among the friends of me?
Hey do you relate to me, now get the heck away from me?
Who’s looking in?
Who among your lovers? Who among your others?
Reads “Are you my mother?” Plays your older brother?
Wait till your father comes home!
I’m making this for you – just for you, only you – I’m trying to make for you while you’re waiting, mommy!
Who’s looking in?
Who makes you breathe and makes you eat and makes you clean and cleans your make
Who sees you bathe and misbehave? And makes you shave and makes you breed?
Who am I explaining to, complaining to, displaying to?
Defensive to, expansive to, offensive to, presentive to?
Who’s looking in?
I’m noticing, I’m noticing
Notice me, notice me
Can you bear a witness?
Who is the mother and father in your environment, a finger, a lover/provider?
How will I fit in talking to those I most desire?
How will I fit in talking to those I most admire?
Will people come to my museum?
Tell me can you really instantiate your image?
What will become of my museum?
Tell me can you really, from imaginary whimmage?
Who’m I being defensive to?
Who will reap what we sow?
Who’m I being presentive to?
Collective superego –
Would you like to be closer to its instantiation?
Fill in the gaps – different info?
Let’s make a deal, deal
Is the distance from your ideals – a source of reprobation?
Fill in the gaps – negative info
Let’s make a deal, deal
Would you trade your current state for a counterfactual state
Let’s make a deal, can you make it real
Let’s make a deal, let’s make a double deal
Hypothesize a future fate, create yourself a new template
Let’s make a deal, let’s make a double double deal deal!
Rationalize away – fill in the gaps – rationalize away – fill in the lacunae!
And in the darkness, when I have reached the podium –
Why can’t you finish what you started?
Was I the artist, or just the gallery custodian?
Have you taken on something too hard?
Have you regard for any readers where you sit,
Or are you dreaming of a secretariat-
Covening in Three Thousand Fifty Two?
I have wuss procedures like cleaning my room, or making up coffee, or taking a whiz when I don’t need it
Did M. Mussorgsky write this way?
They’re things I can complete when it’s too hard
Maybe so
I don’t think so!
I have wuss procedures like twitching my nose, or stroking my beard, or biting the skin around my fingers
Did Jackson Pollack paint this way?
They’re things I can complete when it’s too hard
To get the blood flowing
Maybe so
I don’t think so!
That is, to get the flood blowing –
Maybe so
I don’t think so!
To get the slip slipping!
Even so, they did drink so…
I have twin fears of stasis and change –
Which is to say,
Of dying.
What’s the balance?
The real condition that I solicit: can I get the others to clap?
Can I get the others to crap their clap for me
For those of you hoping maybe that I’ll leave, please be assured that the feeling is reciprocated
Eventually I hope you’ll reflect my hyperbole back to me.
My waistline is making bold new advances in circumference, now –
My thinning hair is a shock! to my sense of time-abundance, now –
Will I make a debut
Like Orson Wells
Will it take me to debut
As old as Grandma Moses?
Who’ll I’ll have been
Only time will tell –
After my win –
dow closes!
Who do you want to be after you die?
Who do you want to have been, B, after you die?
Gotta minimize the discrepancy between it and the present scene
What do you want (Them!) to say after you float away…
“He really worked hard!”
“And he could put it all TOGETHER!”
“To leave a valuable DOCUMENT!”
So I can have my grandchildren hear me saying this to you, future person:
“I thank you for the GRAND PRIVILEGE of entertaining you, future person!”
So that you may take this hypostasis from the sediment
And then you may say
Voices harmonized,
His statement wasn’t illegitimate
Nice and formalized!
And then you may say
“Kilroy was here, so what?”
He’s at the garden of the truth-fruit
“Boy sees brassiere, so what?”
But then I may say
“Noise for whose ears, so what?”
Who are the cherubim that guard the fruit?
Men like –
Beethoven!
Beethoven –
What will the critics say?
Beethoven –
What will the students play?
Beethoven –
Will my parents say?
Brian Felsen –
Shame! Shame! Shame!
For even mentioning his
Your name!
My name!
We want our children, that we identify with, that which we create –
To live an edenic life…
But to honor us for it when we’re gone –